1 00:00:05,636 --> 00:00:07,907 "I would love for some help navigating 2 00:00:07,907 --> 00:00:10,034 my Christian experience. 3 00:00:10,034 --> 00:00:13,356 My question is how far can a person 4 00:00:13,356 --> 00:00:16,226 really go as a false convert?" 5 00:00:16,226 --> 00:00:18,936 He's asking this question for this reason: 6 00:00:18,936 --> 00:00:21,277 "I've been reflecting on my own life, 7 00:00:21,277 --> 00:00:23,337 and I'm a bit confused about some things 8 00:00:23,337 --> 00:00:25,686 that might be evidences of salvation. 9 00:00:25,686 --> 00:00:27,136 I believe the Gospel, 10 00:00:27,136 --> 00:00:29,585 repented of my sin - or so I thought - 11 00:00:29,585 --> 00:00:32,685 spent countless hours preaching the Gospel to people, 12 00:00:32,685 --> 00:00:33,896 evangelizing, 13 00:00:33,896 --> 00:00:35,904 even street-preached a couple of times 14 00:00:35,904 --> 00:00:37,416 overcoming much fear. 15 00:00:37,416 --> 00:00:41,067 It seemed like the Holy Spirit was working to some degree. 16 00:00:41,067 --> 00:00:42,958 I also had a deep sensitivity, 17 00:00:42,958 --> 00:00:44,292 conviction over sin. 18 00:00:44,292 --> 00:00:45,896 I spent a lot of time in prayer 19 00:00:45,896 --> 00:00:48,146 by which I was also deeply affected. 20 00:00:48,146 --> 00:00:52,036 I wept over sin and for others to get saved. 21 00:00:52,036 --> 00:00:54,205 There seemed to be a real love for Christ, 22 00:00:54,205 --> 00:00:55,824 for the brethren, for the lost. 23 00:00:55,824 --> 00:00:58,787 I was doing my best to walk in obedience to God, 24 00:00:58,787 --> 00:01:01,305 though I suspect I wasn't wholehearted. 25 00:01:01,305 --> 00:01:03,877 I may have been holding back some secret idols. 26 00:01:03,877 --> 00:01:05,783 I also fought hard and had victory 27 00:01:05,783 --> 00:01:07,645 over much sin like pornography, 28 00:01:07,645 --> 00:01:09,200 much worldliness, 29 00:01:09,200 --> 00:01:11,087 though there were still a few things 30 00:01:11,087 --> 00:01:12,695 that were an ongoing struggle 31 00:01:12,695 --> 00:01:14,425 that I continue to fight really hard 32 00:01:14,425 --> 00:01:16,826 like lust, pride, fear of man, 33 00:01:16,826 --> 00:01:19,176 watching bad TV and movies 34 00:01:19,176 --> 00:01:21,654 which often got the better of me. 35 00:01:21,654 --> 00:01:25,105 Regardless, I made a lot of progress in sanctification. 36 00:01:25,105 --> 00:01:26,965 However, I ended up holding on 37 00:01:26,965 --> 00:01:29,795 and toying with one or two of those sins 38 00:01:29,795 --> 00:01:32,575 and fell into a very hardened heart 39 00:01:32,575 --> 00:01:33,995 and lukewarmness 40 00:01:33,995 --> 00:01:36,327 and just deliberate unrepentant sin 41 00:01:36,327 --> 00:01:38,644 and stopped feeling conviction. 42 00:01:38,644 --> 00:01:40,428 My question is: 43 00:01:40,428 --> 00:01:43,986 Is it really possible to have such fruits 44 00:01:43,986 --> 00:01:45,654 as I have had 45 00:01:45,654 --> 00:01:48,039 and still not have saving faith? 46 00:01:48,039 --> 00:01:52,390 How far can a person go in deception? 47 00:01:52,390 --> 00:01:54,346 If so, how is an unsaved man 48 00:01:54,346 --> 00:01:56,406 able to even feel that way 49 00:01:56,406 --> 00:01:58,724 if not by the Spirit? 50 00:01:58,724 --> 00:02:02,897 Any tips to help me understand my past experience? 51 00:02:02,897 --> 00:02:05,827 Could God have caused me to fall like this 52 00:02:05,827 --> 00:02:08,827 so it would become clear that I'm not saved? 53 00:02:08,827 --> 00:02:10,447 Giving some hope 54 00:02:10,447 --> 00:02:16,606 since only a lost person can be saved? 55 00:02:16,606 --> 00:02:19,037 I'm trying to seek the Lord now for salvation, 56 00:02:19,037 --> 00:02:21,907 but my past experiences have been a cause of confusion. 57 00:02:21,907 --> 00:02:25,451 Hence, my question. Thanks." 58 00:02:25,451 --> 00:02:27,371 I just want to look at several texts. 59 00:02:27,371 --> 00:02:29,908 How far can a person go? 60 00:02:29,908 --> 00:02:34,845 He's asking this: how far can a person go in deception? 61 00:02:34,845 --> 00:02:38,097 How far can a person really go 62 00:02:38,097 --> 00:02:40,647 as a false convert? 63 00:02:40,647 --> 00:02:42,439 I just want to look at several texts. 64 00:02:42,439 --> 00:02:46,935 The first one is Hebrews 6. 65 00:02:46,935 --> 00:02:51,843 How far can they go? 66 00:02:51,843 --> 00:02:56,916 When I was a brand new convert, 67 00:02:56,916 --> 00:03:02,149 I read a Puritan book by Matthew Mead - 68 00:03:02,149 --> 00:03:03,619 the Puritan Matthew Mead - 69 00:03:03,619 --> 00:03:06,367 called "The Almost Christian Discovered." 70 00:03:06,367 --> 00:03:08,997 Anybody heard of that book before? 71 00:03:08,997 --> 00:03:11,608 Have you ever read it? 72 00:03:11,608 --> 00:03:13,538 As a brand new Christian, 73 00:03:13,538 --> 00:03:18,628 I found myself falling on my face 74 00:03:18,628 --> 00:03:21,907 on the floor often as I read that book, 75 00:03:21,907 --> 00:03:23,065 pleading with the Lord 76 00:03:23,065 --> 00:03:25,008 that if I wasn't genuine 77 00:03:25,008 --> 00:03:30,222 that He would search that out and show me 78 00:03:30,222 --> 00:03:33,728 because that book really rattled me. 79 00:03:33,728 --> 00:03:35,478 I had come to the Lord, 80 00:03:35,478 --> 00:03:38,300 but it had never occurred to me - 81 00:03:38,300 --> 00:03:40,599 you know what? 82 00:03:40,599 --> 00:03:44,601 Because I was around such lost people, 83 00:03:44,601 --> 00:03:46,459 I just assumed - 84 00:03:46,459 --> 00:03:48,439 because I was around such lost people 85 00:03:48,439 --> 00:03:52,833 and around nominal Catholicism, 86 00:03:52,833 --> 00:03:54,638 I just thought if people claimed 87 00:03:54,638 --> 00:03:56,650 to be true Christians, they were. 88 00:03:56,650 --> 00:03:58,908 That's what I thought when I was first saved, 89 00:03:58,908 --> 00:04:00,457 so to come across that book, 90 00:04:00,457 --> 00:04:02,647 it really jolted me. 91 00:04:02,647 --> 00:04:08,789 Hebrews 6:4. Somebody begin reading right there. 92 00:04:08,789 --> 00:04:11,498 "For it is impossible in the case of those 93 00:04:11,498 --> 00:04:13,277 who have once been enlightened..." 94 00:04:13,277 --> 00:04:14,748 Tim: Okay. 95 00:04:14,748 --> 00:04:16,158 What he's going to say 96 00:04:16,158 --> 00:04:18,859 is it's impossible to renew unto 97 00:04:18,859 --> 00:04:22,088 or to restore unto or to bring back to a state 98 00:04:22,088 --> 00:04:23,967 of repentance 99 00:04:23,967 --> 00:04:27,306 somebody who has been - 100 00:04:27,306 --> 00:04:29,999 so this is a person who it's impossible 101 00:04:29,999 --> 00:04:31,488 to be saved. 102 00:04:31,488 --> 00:04:33,507 So one thing we know for certain: 103 00:04:33,507 --> 00:04:35,157 They've never been saved 104 00:04:35,157 --> 00:04:38,848 if it's impossible for them to be saved. 105 00:04:38,848 --> 00:04:41,118 They've been enlightened. 106 00:04:41,118 --> 00:04:43,016 That was the first thing that was said. 107 00:04:43,016 --> 00:04:45,328 They have been enlightened. 108 00:04:45,328 --> 00:04:47,430 What does that mean? 109 00:04:47,430 --> 00:04:49,359 Light. 110 00:04:49,359 --> 00:04:51,550 You know what it's like. It's dark outside. 111 00:04:51,550 --> 00:04:54,017 You come to the light, you can see things. 112 00:04:54,017 --> 00:04:56,277 If you guys go stand on my porch, 113 00:04:56,277 --> 00:04:57,570 and the light's not on, 114 00:04:57,570 --> 00:04:58,749 you can't see things. 115 00:04:58,749 --> 00:05:00,269 If I turn the light on - whoa! 116 00:05:00,269 --> 00:05:03,809 All of a sudden, everything appears around you. 117 00:05:03,809 --> 00:05:09,008 Light we are told makes manifest. 118 00:05:09,008 --> 00:05:10,429 What is it about light? 119 00:05:10,429 --> 00:05:11,658 Enlightenment. 120 00:05:11,658 --> 00:05:14,388 It means I am brought to see 121 00:05:14,388 --> 00:05:16,535 what I never saw before. 122 00:05:16,535 --> 00:05:19,750 So, how far can a person go? 123 00:05:19,750 --> 00:05:22,688 They can be exposed to preaching, 124 00:05:22,688 --> 00:05:24,209 to the Word of God. 125 00:05:24,209 --> 00:05:28,207 They can be exposed to the light of truth 126 00:05:28,207 --> 00:05:31,859 and brought to a place that they never were before. 127 00:05:31,859 --> 00:05:34,467 What's the next thing said there? 128 00:05:34,467 --> 00:05:36,349 "...Who have tasted the heavenly gift." 129 00:05:36,349 --> 00:05:39,467 Tim: Okay, isn't that amazing? 130 00:05:39,467 --> 00:05:41,118 They've tasted. 131 00:05:41,118 --> 00:05:43,728 It's like the heavenly gift - 132 00:05:43,728 --> 00:05:47,438 it's like they've taken salvation. 133 00:05:47,438 --> 00:05:49,898 They've put it in their mouth. 134 00:05:49,898 --> 00:05:54,339 And they've rolled it around on their tongue. 135 00:05:54,339 --> 00:05:57,589 They've got the flavor of it. 136 00:05:57,589 --> 00:06:00,580 Keep going. 137 00:06:00,580 --> 00:06:02,888 "...Who have shared in the Holy Spirit." 138 00:06:02,888 --> 00:06:04,618 Tim: Okay. 139 00:06:04,618 --> 00:06:05,986 You know what's interesting? 140 00:06:05,986 --> 00:06:08,378 He said this: 141 00:06:08,378 --> 00:06:12,777 "Is it really possible to have such fruits?" 142 00:06:12,777 --> 00:06:13,797 Or he says this: 143 00:06:13,797 --> 00:06:16,489 "How can an unsaved man 144 00:06:16,489 --> 00:06:18,938 be able to even feel that way 145 00:06:18,938 --> 00:06:20,858 if not by the Spirit?" 146 00:06:20,858 --> 00:06:23,610 Well, I would say this, 147 00:06:23,610 --> 00:06:26,138 it probably was by the Spirit. 148 00:06:26,138 --> 00:06:27,977 You say, what do you mean? 149 00:06:27,977 --> 00:06:29,178 I'm saying this, 150 00:06:29,178 --> 00:06:35,669 the Spirit of God works in many people 151 00:06:35,669 --> 00:06:39,939 who come short of genuine salvation. 152 00:06:39,939 --> 00:06:42,199 The Word of God can be preached. 153 00:06:42,199 --> 00:06:45,003 You know what you find oftentimes in times of revival? 154 00:06:45,003 --> 00:06:47,377 Or you find this even on a given Sunday. 155 00:06:47,377 --> 00:06:50,260 Somebody stands up and preaches a message. 156 00:06:50,260 --> 00:06:54,360 You get people who - they're moved. 157 00:06:54,360 --> 00:06:55,889 They're swayed. 158 00:06:55,889 --> 00:06:57,328 They're convicted. 159 00:06:57,328 --> 00:07:02,057 They feel some power in the preaching. 160 00:07:02,057 --> 00:07:05,737 They go out and they're concerned for their souls. 161 00:07:05,737 --> 00:07:09,099 Their conscience has been made alive. 162 00:07:09,099 --> 00:07:10,995 (incomplete thought) 163 00:07:10,995 --> 00:07:17,258 They've participated in the work of the Spirit. 164 00:07:17,258 --> 00:07:20,158 It's possible for that to happen 165 00:07:20,158 --> 00:07:23,348 and truly be of the Spirit, 166 00:07:23,348 --> 00:07:25,939 and yet they get to a place where it's impossible 167 00:07:25,939 --> 00:07:27,399 for them to repent. 168 00:07:27,399 --> 00:07:30,898 Keep going. 169 00:07:30,898 --> 00:07:32,949 "...And have tasted the goodness 170 00:07:32,949 --> 00:07:34,717 of the Word of God 171 00:07:34,717 --> 00:07:37,011 and the powers of the age to come." 172 00:07:37,011 --> 00:07:39,628 Tim: See? They've tasted of the Word. 173 00:07:39,628 --> 00:07:41,408 They've tasted the truths. 174 00:07:41,408 --> 00:07:47,157 That's swirled around in their mouth as well. 175 00:07:47,157 --> 00:07:51,190 And even the world to come. 176 00:07:51,190 --> 00:07:53,349 There's power. 177 00:07:53,349 --> 00:07:57,959 They're actually experiencing the power 178 00:07:57,959 --> 00:08:00,098 of the supernatural. 179 00:08:00,098 --> 00:08:01,768 And not just any supernatural, 180 00:08:01,768 --> 00:08:04,139 this is actually the power of God 181 00:08:04,139 --> 00:08:07,107 that they're being exposed to. 182 00:08:07,107 --> 00:08:09,251 Something even that's representative 183 00:08:09,251 --> 00:08:11,578 of the world to come. 184 00:08:11,578 --> 00:08:15,148 There's exposure. 185 00:08:15,148 --> 00:08:17,119 Keep going. 186 00:08:17,119 --> 00:08:19,188 "...And then have fallen away." 187 00:08:19,188 --> 00:08:26,909 Tim: Okay, now these people have fallen away. 188 00:08:26,909 --> 00:08:30,512 Here's the reality we looked at before. 189 00:08:30,512 --> 00:08:34,279 When it's genuine salvation, 190 00:08:34,279 --> 00:08:41,219 it can't be lost. 191 00:08:41,219 --> 00:08:43,428 So these people - 192 00:08:43,428 --> 00:08:47,419 it's impossible once they've tasted - 193 00:08:47,419 --> 00:08:52,449 look, when it says that they've fallen away, 194 00:08:52,449 --> 00:08:55,497 you can't fall away from true salvation. 195 00:08:55,497 --> 00:08:57,308 Why? Because He puts His fear in us 196 00:08:57,308 --> 00:09:00,618 that we not fall away; 197 00:09:00,618 --> 00:09:02,449 that we not go away from Him. 198 00:09:02,449 --> 00:09:04,859 Christ says if you come to Me, 199 00:09:04,859 --> 00:09:07,438 I will raise you up at the last day. 200 00:09:07,438 --> 00:09:08,750 You see, these people, 201 00:09:08,750 --> 00:09:10,120 (incomplete thought) 202 00:09:10,120 --> 00:09:13,751 what they fell away from is not being saved. 203 00:09:13,751 --> 00:09:16,209 They've fallen away from the very things 204 00:09:16,209 --> 00:09:17,741 that are described there. 205 00:09:17,741 --> 00:09:21,770 They've fallen away from the impact. 206 00:09:21,770 --> 00:09:25,078 This is a person 207 00:09:25,078 --> 00:09:31,288 who is exposed to truth. 208 00:09:31,288 --> 00:09:34,647 They may claim to believe the truth. 209 00:09:34,647 --> 00:09:36,219 They may make a profession. 210 00:09:36,219 --> 00:09:38,030 They may get baptized. 211 00:09:38,030 --> 00:09:39,525 They may join the church. 212 00:09:39,525 --> 00:09:41,559 They feel they've been impacted. 213 00:09:41,559 --> 00:09:44,558 They feel they've been convicted. 214 00:09:44,558 --> 00:09:47,250 And look, based on that text, 215 00:09:47,250 --> 00:09:53,516 it's real supernatural operations of the Spirit. 216 00:09:53,516 --> 00:09:57,189 But it comes short because they fall. 217 00:09:57,189 --> 00:09:59,178 They go away. Remember this: 218 00:09:59,178 --> 00:10:02,763 If you're sealed with the Spirit, 219 00:10:02,763 --> 00:10:06,208 He's the guarantee of your inheritance 220 00:10:06,208 --> 00:10:08,783 until you acquire possession of it. 221 00:10:08,783 --> 00:10:10,029 It's a guarantee. 222 00:10:10,029 --> 00:10:12,438 These operations of the Spirit right here 223 00:10:12,438 --> 00:10:16,208 fall short of that. 224 00:10:16,208 --> 00:10:18,880 (incomplete thought) 225 00:10:18,880 --> 00:10:21,967 All those things right there 226 00:10:21,967 --> 00:10:25,297 a person can have happen and come short. 227 00:10:25,297 --> 00:10:27,397 Let me take you somewhere else in Hebrews. 228 00:10:27,397 --> 00:10:33,855 Turn to Hebrews 12:16. 229 00:10:33,855 --> 00:10:37,307 This is Esau. 230 00:10:37,307 --> 00:10:40,849 Esau is another great example to look at 231 00:10:40,849 --> 00:10:43,527 as far as how far a person can go 232 00:10:43,527 --> 00:10:45,748 and still come short. 233 00:10:45,748 --> 00:10:49,749 Somebody read v. 16. 234 00:10:49,749 --> 00:10:51,628 "...That no one is sexually immoral 235 00:10:51,628 --> 00:10:53,317 or unholy like Esau 236 00:10:53,317 --> 00:10:57,858 who sold his birthright for a single meal." 237 00:10:57,858 --> 00:10:59,297 Tim: Keep going. 238 00:10:59,297 --> 00:11:01,387 "...For we know that afterward, 239 00:11:01,387 --> 00:11:03,707 when he desired to inherit the blessing, 240 00:11:03,707 --> 00:11:05,014 he was rejected, 241 00:11:05,014 --> 00:11:07,099 for he found no chance to repent 242 00:11:07,099 --> 00:11:09,267 though he sought it with tears." 243 00:11:09,267 --> 00:11:11,977 Tim: Here's the thing. We know he was lost. 244 00:11:11,977 --> 00:11:15,159 "Jacob I have loved; Esau I have hated." 245 00:11:15,159 --> 00:11:19,252 This text says he's an evil person. 246 00:11:19,252 --> 00:11:21,366 But what was true of him? 247 00:11:21,366 --> 00:11:24,118 I'll tell you two things that can be true of a person 248 00:11:24,118 --> 00:11:27,457 and yet they fall short. 249 00:11:27,457 --> 00:11:28,866 You see them there. 250 00:11:28,866 --> 00:11:32,398 You can repent of sorts. 251 00:11:32,398 --> 00:11:34,258 Remember, that's a change of mind. 252 00:11:34,258 --> 00:11:37,136 He had a change of mind 253 00:11:37,136 --> 00:11:40,209 where he easily cast away his birthright. 254 00:11:40,209 --> 00:11:43,308 He then later had a change of mind. 255 00:11:43,308 --> 00:11:45,138 He wanted it back. 256 00:11:45,138 --> 00:11:48,218 In fact, he even wept tears. 257 00:11:48,218 --> 00:11:50,238 A person can weep. 258 00:11:50,238 --> 00:11:54,225 A person can change their mind, 259 00:11:54,225 --> 00:11:56,147 but fall short. 260 00:11:56,147 --> 00:11:57,840 I want you to see another one. 261 00:11:57,840 --> 00:12:04,139 Turn to Luke 8. 262 00:12:04,139 --> 00:12:12,798 Somebody read verse 13. 263 00:12:12,798 --> 00:12:15,088 "And the ones on the rock 264 00:12:15,088 --> 00:12:18,547 are those who when they heard the Word 265 00:12:18,547 --> 00:12:20,035 received it with joy." 266 00:12:20,035 --> 00:12:21,858 Tim: Okay, you can have people 267 00:12:21,858 --> 00:12:25,707 who hear the true Word. 268 00:12:25,707 --> 00:12:28,238 Something has happened in them. 269 00:12:28,238 --> 00:12:31,089 The Spirit may be moving and convicting. 270 00:12:31,089 --> 00:12:33,749 They may see something in this 271 00:12:33,749 --> 00:12:36,189 that their eyes have been opened to - 272 00:12:36,189 --> 00:12:41,910 enlightenment like we saw in Hebrews 6. 273 00:12:41,910 --> 00:12:44,423 They embrace it. 274 00:12:44,423 --> 00:12:46,987 They receive it with joy, 275 00:12:46,987 --> 00:12:49,229 but keep reading. 276 00:12:49,229 --> 00:12:50,797 "...But these have no root. 277 00:12:50,797 --> 00:12:52,217 They believe for awhile..." 278 00:12:52,217 --> 00:12:56,489 Tim: Notice that. They believe for awhile. 279 00:12:56,489 --> 00:12:58,803 Very interesting. 280 00:12:58,803 --> 00:13:01,283 Keep going. 281 00:13:01,283 --> 00:13:03,238 "And in time of testing fall away." 282 00:13:03,238 --> 00:13:04,337 Tim: They fall away. 283 00:13:04,337 --> 00:13:06,488 So they weren't genuine. They had no root. 284 00:13:06,488 --> 00:13:07,647 They never had any root. 285 00:13:07,647 --> 00:13:09,077 It's not like they were saved, 286 00:13:09,077 --> 00:13:10,649 and then they weren't saved. 287 00:13:10,649 --> 00:13:12,627 They were defective from the beginning. 288 00:13:12,627 --> 00:13:13,828 But here's the thing, 289 00:13:13,828 --> 00:13:15,540 you can be enlightened. 290 00:13:15,540 --> 00:13:17,878 You can taste of the heavenly gift. 291 00:13:17,878 --> 00:13:25,627 You can taste of this good gift. 292 00:13:25,627 --> 00:13:29,437 You can participate in the operations of the Spirit. 293 00:13:29,437 --> 00:13:30,858 You can repent. 294 00:13:30,858 --> 00:13:32,347 You can weep tears. 295 00:13:32,347 --> 00:13:34,098 You can even believe. 296 00:13:34,098 --> 00:13:37,896 You can receive gladly. 297 00:13:37,896 --> 00:13:41,527 You know what Matthew 7 says. 298 00:13:41,527 --> 00:13:43,419 You can say, "Lord, Lord." 299 00:13:43,419 --> 00:13:45,157 You can know the right lingo. 300 00:13:45,157 --> 00:13:47,797 They say, "Lord, Lord." What did they do? 301 00:13:47,797 --> 00:13:50,368 Well, we cast out demons, 302 00:13:50,368 --> 00:13:53,148 and we prophesied in Your name. 303 00:13:53,148 --> 00:13:55,646 We cast out demons in Your name. 304 00:13:55,646 --> 00:13:57,338 In Your name! 305 00:13:57,338 --> 00:13:58,688 We prophesied in Your name. 306 00:13:58,688 --> 00:14:01,458 We did many mighty works in Your name. 307 00:14:01,458 --> 00:14:04,378 You remember Judas? 308 00:14:04,378 --> 00:14:06,897 He undoubtedly cast out just as many demons 309 00:14:06,897 --> 00:14:12,227 and healed people as well as the others. 310 00:14:12,227 --> 00:14:15,628 You can do many mighty works in His name. 311 00:14:15,628 --> 00:14:20,746 He's not saying the people didn't do them. 312 00:14:20,746 --> 00:14:22,424 Many of these things can happen 313 00:14:22,424 --> 00:14:24,586 and still people fall short. 314 00:14:24,586 --> 00:14:27,416 You know the church at Sardis? 315 00:14:27,416 --> 00:14:31,266 "You have a name that you're alive, but you're dead." 316 00:14:31,266 --> 00:14:33,985 Oh, you can call yourself all the right names. 317 00:14:33,985 --> 00:14:35,264 I'm a Christian. 318 00:14:35,264 --> 00:14:37,225 I'm a child of God. I'm born again. 319 00:14:37,225 --> 00:14:40,244 You can say all the right things. 320 00:14:40,244 --> 00:14:41,921 You can say, "Lord, Lord." 321 00:14:41,921 --> 00:14:44,994 And He says it's not everybody that says to Me, "Lord, Lord." 322 00:14:44,994 --> 00:14:47,896 You can have a name that you're alive, 323 00:14:47,896 --> 00:14:50,185 but the name is a lie. 324 00:14:50,185 --> 00:14:53,676 People run around calling themselves (incomplete thought). 325 00:14:53,676 --> 00:14:57,664 When Jesus comes, He's going to set all names right. 326 00:14:57,664 --> 00:15:00,935 He's going to put the right names on people. 327 00:15:00,935 --> 00:15:03,673 You know, there's a place there in fact, 328 00:15:03,673 --> 00:15:06,276 Jesus talks about the people who say they're Jews, 329 00:15:06,276 --> 00:15:08,954 but they're not. They lie. 330 00:15:08,954 --> 00:15:10,223 Physically they were Jews, 331 00:15:10,223 --> 00:15:12,244 but they weren't really Jews. 332 00:15:12,244 --> 00:15:15,013 And Jesus is going to set all names right. 333 00:15:15,013 --> 00:15:17,128 People love to call themselves by names. 334 00:15:17,128 --> 00:15:18,898 You can call yourself many names 335 00:15:18,898 --> 00:15:23,496 and still fall short of being genuine. 336 00:15:23,496 --> 00:15:27,965 So, I just want us to think. 337 00:15:27,965 --> 00:15:32,279 Okay, how does all of that 338 00:15:32,279 --> 00:15:35,334 compare to the genuine? 339 00:15:35,334 --> 00:15:41,553 And that's the thing. 340 00:15:41,553 --> 00:15:44,835 And James preached through Philippians not long ago 341 00:15:44,835 --> 00:15:47,304 and I think I mentioned it last week 342 00:15:47,304 --> 00:15:49,065 or one of the last times. 343 00:15:49,065 --> 00:15:51,785 But Philippians 3:3 - 344 00:15:51,785 --> 00:15:58,194 can anybody quote it besides James? 345 00:15:58,194 --> 00:16:00,594 James, can you quote it? 346 00:16:00,594 --> 00:16:03,814 "For we are the circumcision, who worship by the Spirit of God 347 00:16:03,814 --> 00:16:06,873 and glory in Christ Jesus and put no confidence in the flesh..." 348 00:16:06,873 --> 00:16:09,854 Tim: Yeah, worship in the Spirit. 349 00:16:09,854 --> 00:16:13,943 So, this is the reality 350 00:16:13,943 --> 00:16:18,474 that their glory is in Christ. 351 00:16:18,474 --> 00:16:19,925 They worship in the Spirit. 352 00:16:19,925 --> 00:16:22,814 They put no confidence in the flesh. 353 00:16:22,814 --> 00:16:25,583 Their confidence is in Christ. 354 00:16:25,583 --> 00:16:28,665 I mean, look, listen. 355 00:16:28,665 --> 00:16:32,443 If somebody falls away because of persecution, 356 00:16:32,443 --> 00:16:34,546 you know what? 357 00:16:34,546 --> 00:16:37,336 You know what they really believed? 358 00:16:37,336 --> 00:16:40,886 They didn't believe that Jesus was to be had at all costs. 359 00:16:40,886 --> 00:16:46,166 What will make a man walk away from Christ? 360 00:16:46,166 --> 00:16:48,724 Only if he truly believes that Christ 361 00:16:48,724 --> 00:16:50,985 isn't the most necessary thing. 362 00:16:50,985 --> 00:16:55,435 Because as persecution goes up, 363 00:16:55,435 --> 00:16:58,024 why does it cause people to fall away? 364 00:16:58,024 --> 00:17:03,885 Because they put suffering and Christ in the scale, 365 00:17:03,885 --> 00:17:08,086 and they say my own not suffering, 366 00:17:08,086 --> 00:17:10,246 my own ease, 367 00:17:10,246 --> 00:17:14,233 my own not being persecuted and feeling bad 368 00:17:14,233 --> 00:17:17,404 is more important than having Christ. 369 00:17:17,404 --> 00:17:20,496 The reason the true believer will not let go of Christ 370 00:17:20,496 --> 00:17:21,958 is because he truly believes. 371 00:17:21,958 --> 00:17:24,134 He believes he's got to have Christ or perish 372 00:17:24,134 --> 00:17:26,855 and he won't let go of Him for anything. 373 00:17:26,855 --> 00:17:28,064 He glories in that. 374 00:17:28,064 --> 00:17:29,655 That is his hope. 375 00:17:29,655 --> 00:17:33,245 He worships God in the Spirit. 376 00:17:33,245 --> 00:17:37,196 That's what Christ said the Father's looking for. 377 00:17:37,196 --> 00:17:39,696 Not worshiping in the flesh. 378 00:17:39,696 --> 00:17:42,336 You say, what do you mean? 379 00:17:42,336 --> 00:17:45,203 You know what worship in the flesh is? 380 00:17:45,203 --> 00:17:55,115 It's praying like the heathen do. 381 00:17:55,115 --> 00:17:57,464 They think by their repetitions, 382 00:17:57,464 --> 00:18:01,726 they're going to get God. 383 00:18:01,726 --> 00:18:05,306 Believing that because you pray - 384 00:18:05,306 --> 00:18:07,034 it's trusting your prayer. 385 00:18:07,034 --> 00:18:09,026 Trusting the repetition of your prayer. 386 00:18:09,026 --> 00:18:11,325 It's trusting in what you do. 387 00:18:11,325 --> 00:18:14,420 The person who worships by the Spirit, 388 00:18:14,420 --> 00:18:15,718 what's happening? 389 00:18:15,718 --> 00:18:16,890 From the heart, 390 00:18:16,890 --> 00:18:19,961 they delight in God. 391 00:18:19,961 --> 00:18:23,661 From the heart, they admire 392 00:18:23,661 --> 00:18:25,701 and they adore 393 00:18:25,701 --> 00:18:27,169 and they're amazed 394 00:18:27,169 --> 00:18:28,649 and they're in awe, 395 00:18:28,649 --> 00:18:31,539 and they find God glorious 396 00:18:31,539 --> 00:18:34,666 and they're shaken by His majesty 397 00:18:34,666 --> 00:18:40,326 and by His purity and by His holiness. 398 00:18:40,326 --> 00:18:43,305 When they sing, there's a joy that comes. 399 00:18:43,305 --> 00:18:47,147 You see, those who don't worship by the Spirit, 400 00:18:47,147 --> 00:18:50,024 it's a work. 401 00:18:50,024 --> 00:18:53,006 What's happening in the worship 402 00:18:53,006 --> 00:18:56,767 is it's an exercise that they go through 403 00:18:56,767 --> 00:19:00,415 because they're accumulating points with God. 404 00:19:00,415 --> 00:19:04,119 Versus the worship that's of the Spirit - 405 00:19:04,119 --> 00:19:08,846 it's when the Spirit takes the blinders off 406 00:19:08,846 --> 00:19:10,885 and allows us to see the beauty 407 00:19:10,885 --> 00:19:13,225 and majesty of God 408 00:19:13,225 --> 00:19:16,466 and we worship Him from the heart level 409 00:19:16,466 --> 00:19:18,934 because we're thankful, 410 00:19:18,934 --> 00:19:21,667 because we find beauty. 411 00:19:21,667 --> 00:19:23,725 We're legitimately thankful. 412 00:19:23,725 --> 00:19:27,416 We come to God thankful that He saved us 413 00:19:27,416 --> 00:19:29,756 based on the merits of Jesus Christ. 414 00:19:29,756 --> 00:19:31,407 Not like the Catholic comes 415 00:19:31,407 --> 00:19:33,117 who counts the beads. 416 00:19:33,117 --> 00:19:36,788 What is bead counting? 417 00:19:36,788 --> 00:19:38,857 Why? Why each one? 418 00:19:38,857 --> 00:19:40,696 Because it's merit. 419 00:19:40,696 --> 00:19:42,896 I'm doing it to get something. 420 00:19:42,896 --> 00:19:45,877 So I count all these out. I'm rigorous. 421 00:19:45,877 --> 00:19:48,607 I walk on my knees till they bleed. 422 00:19:48,607 --> 00:19:50,535 I told you guys this. 423 00:19:50,535 --> 00:19:52,223 I went to high school with a guy 424 00:19:52,223 --> 00:19:53,836 that became a Jesuit priest. 425 00:19:53,836 --> 00:19:56,531 He likes to tell people that when he was a kid 426 00:19:56,531 --> 00:19:59,166 back when he was my friend - 427 00:19:59,166 --> 00:20:00,735 I grew up with this guy - 428 00:20:00,735 --> 00:20:03,777 that he put rocks in his shoes. 429 00:20:03,777 --> 00:20:05,556 He likes to tell people. 430 00:20:05,556 --> 00:20:06,785 Why? 431 00:20:06,785 --> 00:20:09,256 Because it's another notch in the belt 432 00:20:09,256 --> 00:20:10,595 of his righteousness 433 00:20:10,595 --> 00:20:12,906 that he's earning this merit. 434 00:20:12,906 --> 00:20:14,616 That's what it's all about. 435 00:20:14,616 --> 00:20:16,346 What do you think purgatory is? 436 00:20:16,346 --> 00:20:19,276 Purgatory is where you go pay in the fire. 437 00:20:19,276 --> 00:20:21,896 If you weren't able to pay well enough here 438 00:20:21,896 --> 00:20:23,666 and get enough here 439 00:20:23,666 --> 00:20:25,233 and do enough here, 440 00:20:25,233 --> 00:20:26,616 then you pay more there. 441 00:20:26,616 --> 00:20:28,355 It's all this merit system. 442 00:20:28,355 --> 00:20:32,317 When you worship God in the Spirit, 443 00:20:32,317 --> 00:20:33,886 it's totally different 444 00:20:33,886 --> 00:20:36,664 because what the Spirit does is exalts Christ. 445 00:20:36,664 --> 00:20:39,557 You see there. There's appreciation 446 00:20:39,557 --> 00:20:40,966 and there's thankfulness 447 00:20:40,966 --> 00:20:43,915 that He has saved you. 448 00:20:43,915 --> 00:20:45,597 And it's based on Him. 449 00:20:45,597 --> 00:20:48,116 And there's thankfulness and gratefulness. 450 00:20:48,116 --> 00:20:50,166 And you don't put confidence in the flesh. 451 00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:51,987 Counting those beads is all flesh. 452 00:20:51,987 --> 00:20:54,436 It's what you can do in your own strength. 453 00:20:54,436 --> 00:20:56,761 But you see, we cast that away. 454 00:20:56,761 --> 00:20:57,945 That's what Paul did. 455 00:20:57,945 --> 00:20:59,908 That's what Philippians 3 is. 456 00:20:59,908 --> 00:21:02,157 It's this great big list of all these things 457 00:21:02,157 --> 00:21:04,316 that he put his confidence in. 458 00:21:04,316 --> 00:21:05,279 But you know what? 459 00:21:05,279 --> 00:21:08,925 That's what it is to worship in the Spirit. 460 00:21:08,925 --> 00:21:11,805 The Spirit comes in and just devastates 461 00:21:11,805 --> 00:21:14,715 all the confidences that we formerly had. 462 00:21:14,715 --> 00:21:16,316 All the hopes we formerly had 463 00:21:16,316 --> 00:21:18,205 of how we were going to get to heaven - 464 00:21:18,205 --> 00:21:19,797 He just devastates them all 465 00:21:19,797 --> 00:21:22,194 until we're broken, we're empty, we're bankrupt, 466 00:21:22,194 --> 00:21:24,116 and there's only one hope, 467 00:21:24,116 --> 00:21:26,935 and that's we glory in Christ Jesus. 468 00:21:26,935 --> 00:21:30,407 Those three things stated there in Philippians 3:3. 469 00:21:30,407 --> 00:21:32,325 That's the essence of it. 470 00:21:32,325 --> 00:21:34,905 Sometimes people can feel discouraged 471 00:21:34,905 --> 00:21:37,625 or you feel like when I was a brand new convert 472 00:21:37,625 --> 00:21:39,085 reading this Puritan book 473 00:21:39,085 --> 00:21:40,815 and falling on my face all the time. 474 00:21:40,815 --> 00:21:42,725 But the reality is even though 475 00:21:42,725 --> 00:21:44,917 so many things can be real of your life 476 00:21:44,917 --> 00:21:47,805 and you fall short of being the real thing, 477 00:21:47,805 --> 00:21:50,446 you never fall short of being the real thing 478 00:21:50,446 --> 00:21:53,952 if your only confidence is in Jesus Christ. 479 00:21:53,952 --> 00:21:56,216 You will not be put to shame. 480 00:21:56,216 --> 00:21:57,725 No matter what else may happen, 481 00:21:57,725 --> 00:21:59,445 no matter whatever winds may blow, 482 00:21:59,445 --> 00:22:00,946 whatever persecutions may come, 483 00:22:00,946 --> 00:22:03,005 whatever attacks you may suffer, 484 00:22:03,005 --> 00:22:05,759 whatever thoughts may run through your mind, 485 00:22:05,759 --> 00:22:06,873 I'll tell you this - 486 00:22:06,873 --> 00:22:10,737 if your sole confidence in being saved before God 487 00:22:10,737 --> 00:22:14,474 rests in the merits, the death of Jesus Christ, 488 00:22:14,474 --> 00:22:16,226 that's your only hope, 489 00:22:16,226 --> 00:22:17,885 that's your only confidence, 490 00:22:17,885 --> 00:22:20,019 and you have none in the flesh - 491 00:22:20,019 --> 00:22:22,205 in your own doings, in your own worship, 492 00:22:22,205 --> 00:22:23,455 in your own merit - 493 00:22:23,455 --> 00:22:25,636 none in your own goodness, 494 00:22:25,636 --> 00:22:27,608 it's not there, it's only in Him, 495 00:22:27,608 --> 00:22:29,595 I'll guarantee you this: you are saved. 496 00:22:29,595 --> 00:22:31,125 You are going to glory. 497 00:22:31,125 --> 00:22:35,605 Scripture promises it. 498 00:22:35,605 --> 00:22:43,799 You have root if that's the case. 499 00:22:43,799 --> 00:22:48,908 So, this guy, I would say this to him. 500 00:22:48,908 --> 00:22:52,868 He said, "I made a lot of progress in sanctification." 501 00:22:52,868 --> 00:22:57,758 But he says, 502 00:22:57,758 --> 00:23:01,199 "I've ended up holding on to one or two sins." 503 00:23:01,199 --> 00:23:05,198 He says, "...lust, pride, fear of man, 504 00:23:05,198 --> 00:23:08,377 watching bad TV, bad movies... 505 00:23:08,377 --> 00:23:13,857 often gets the better of me." 506 00:23:13,857 --> 00:23:18,577 I would say this, 507 00:23:18,577 --> 00:23:22,537 that that isn't a good picture of sanctification. 508 00:23:22,537 --> 00:23:25,257 He says, "I've made lots of progress in sanctification." 509 00:23:25,257 --> 00:23:30,356 I don't think that is lots of progress in sanctification likely. 510 00:23:30,356 --> 00:23:33,177 If lust, pride, fear of man, watching bad TV 511 00:23:33,177 --> 00:23:36,585 and bad movies are often getting the better of him, 512 00:23:36,585 --> 00:23:39,683 that's not a good picture of sanctification. 513 00:23:39,683 --> 00:23:44,167 And so, what I would say to people like this 514 00:23:44,167 --> 00:23:55,696 is if you look at your life 515 00:23:55,696 --> 00:24:03,194 and you recognize something's wrong - 516 00:24:03,194 --> 00:24:08,615 look, people are looking for the solution. 517 00:24:08,615 --> 00:24:10,497 They're looking for the magic formula. 518 00:24:10,497 --> 00:24:11,668 But I'll tell you this, 519 00:24:11,668 --> 00:24:13,216 if something's wrong, 520 00:24:13,216 --> 00:24:14,777 there's only One who can fix it, 521 00:24:14,777 --> 00:24:16,386 and you can't. 522 00:24:16,386 --> 00:24:18,775 And the thing is you've got to be 523 00:24:18,775 --> 00:24:20,327 like blind Bartimaeus 524 00:24:20,327 --> 00:24:22,827 where you cry out until He fixes it. 525 00:24:22,827 --> 00:24:25,558 You cry out until He sets your eyes right. 526 00:24:25,558 --> 00:24:26,987 Because if you don't, 527 00:24:26,987 --> 00:24:29,007 if you just go back to your life, 528 00:24:29,007 --> 00:24:30,736 go back to your sin, 529 00:24:30,736 --> 00:24:33,197 go back to your religion, 530 00:24:33,197 --> 00:24:37,096 you just ignore these kinds of things, 531 00:24:37,096 --> 00:24:39,057 and you just let them go, 532 00:24:39,057 --> 00:24:42,017 he's going to drift deeper and deeper 533 00:24:42,017 --> 00:24:45,337 into what he describes as lukewarmness, 534 00:24:45,337 --> 00:24:47,516 unrepentant sin, 535 00:24:47,516 --> 00:24:51,187 stop feeling conviction, 536 00:24:51,187 --> 00:24:52,927 hard heart. 537 00:24:52,927 --> 00:24:56,536 And you just wake up in hell. 538 00:24:56,536 --> 00:25:04,294 You cry out until the Lord heals you 539 00:25:04,294 --> 00:25:06,666 or you perish. 540 00:25:06,666 --> 00:25:09,095 If something's wrong, 541 00:25:09,095 --> 00:25:10,875 there's only one place to go. 542 00:25:10,875 --> 00:25:13,274 It's not the church. The church doesn't heal you. 543 00:25:13,274 --> 00:25:16,245 It's not the pastors - any of them. 544 00:25:16,245 --> 00:25:17,676 All of us together - 545 00:25:17,676 --> 00:25:19,556 all the pastors in our church, 546 00:25:19,556 --> 00:25:21,597 all the pastors from every church in town, 547 00:25:21,597 --> 00:25:22,777 we can come together 548 00:25:22,777 --> 00:25:24,278 and we can all lay hands on you 549 00:25:24,278 --> 00:25:25,907 and we can't do anything for you. 550 00:25:25,907 --> 00:25:27,037 We can pray for you, 551 00:25:27,037 --> 00:25:29,187 but in the end, we're going to call upon Him 552 00:25:29,187 --> 00:25:30,777 who is your only hope. 553 00:25:30,777 --> 00:25:33,391 That's the only hope of anybody sitting here, 554 00:25:33,391 --> 00:25:34,536 anybody listening. 555 00:25:34,536 --> 00:25:36,497 If something's wrong, 556 00:25:36,497 --> 00:25:40,186 if you're spiraling into sin, 557 00:25:40,186 --> 00:25:42,328 look, what we can say is this: 558 00:25:42,328 --> 00:25:46,152 Scripture says in no uncertain terms 559 00:25:46,152 --> 00:25:47,986 you've been raised to newness of life. 560 00:25:47,986 --> 00:25:50,833 Sin shall not have dominion over you. 561 00:25:50,833 --> 00:25:54,307 You need to reckon yourselves dead to sin. 562 00:25:54,307 --> 00:25:56,037 The reality of Scripture is 563 00:25:56,037 --> 00:25:59,718 without holiness, you don't see the Lord. 564 00:25:59,718 --> 00:26:03,437 The reality is God is in the business 565 00:26:03,437 --> 00:26:05,895 of transforming people 566 00:26:05,895 --> 00:26:07,957 into the image of Jesus Christ. 567 00:26:07,957 --> 00:26:09,646 And if that is not happening 568 00:26:09,646 --> 00:26:12,208 in some stark, very real, 569 00:26:12,208 --> 00:26:14,527 very recognizable fashion, 570 00:26:14,527 --> 00:26:15,937 something is wrong. 571 00:26:15,937 --> 00:26:18,297 Like I say, if something is wrong, 572 00:26:18,297 --> 00:26:20,208 only Jesus can set it right. 573 00:26:20,208 --> 00:26:21,686 Only He can heal this. 574 00:26:21,686 --> 00:26:24,457 Only He is the doctor to do 575 00:26:24,457 --> 00:26:26,966 the kind of surgery that's necessary 576 00:26:26,966 --> 00:26:30,008 on the heart of people. 577 00:26:30,008 --> 00:26:31,582 You go to Him. You go to Him. 578 00:26:31,582 --> 00:26:34,748 You cry to Him. You look to Him. 579 00:26:34,748 --> 00:26:38,048 Scripture says if you call upon the name of the Lord 580 00:26:38,048 --> 00:26:40,086 you will be saved. 581 00:26:40,086 --> 00:26:42,159 So you call. You call. You go there. 582 00:26:42,159 --> 00:26:43,616 That is the only hope. 583 00:26:43,616 --> 00:26:47,988 There is no other place to direct people. 584 00:26:47,988 --> 00:26:50,644 I would give the Lord no rest 585 00:26:50,644 --> 00:26:52,968 if you're in a position where you're uncertain. 586 00:26:52,968 --> 00:26:54,987 And whether there's such things happening 587 00:26:54,987 --> 00:26:56,967 in your life with regards to lukewarmness 588 00:26:56,967 --> 00:26:59,645 and hardness and spiraling into sin 589 00:26:59,645 --> 00:27:01,133 and just not really knowing 590 00:27:01,133 --> 00:27:03,337 what it even means to worship the Lord 591 00:27:03,337 --> 00:27:06,401 in the Spirit and glory in Jesus Christ 592 00:27:06,401 --> 00:27:08,848 and to find all your hope there. 593 00:27:08,848 --> 00:27:10,568 Give Him no rest. 594 00:27:10,568 --> 00:27:12,695 Look, hell is real and once you're there, 595 00:27:12,695 --> 00:27:14,897 it's permanent. It's done. It's over. 596 00:27:14,897 --> 00:27:18,822 And you're devastated forever. 597 00:27:18,822 --> 00:27:20,686 You're damned. 598 00:27:20,686 --> 00:27:22,517 You're destroyed. 599 00:27:22,517 --> 00:27:25,136 And there's no hope. Fire is real. 600 00:27:25,136 --> 00:27:27,987 You wouldn't cast yourself into a bonfire. 601 00:27:27,987 --> 00:27:29,997 Think of the lake of fire. It's real. 602 00:27:29,997 --> 00:27:32,096 You're going to be cast in there. 603 00:27:32,096 --> 00:27:35,267 You don't want to just play with your soul 604 00:27:35,267 --> 00:27:37,776 as though it's some cheap little toy, 605 00:27:37,776 --> 00:27:39,748 something easily squandered. 606 00:27:39,748 --> 00:27:41,276 You don't want to do that. 607 00:27:41,276 --> 00:27:42,997 You lose your soul - Jesus said, 608 00:27:42,997 --> 00:27:46,438 what will a man give in exchange for his soul? 609 00:27:46,438 --> 00:27:48,028 There's nothing. 610 00:27:48,028 --> 00:27:50,685 You'll give everything in exchange for your soul. 611 00:27:50,685 --> 00:27:52,647 There's nothing to hold on to 612 00:27:52,647 --> 00:27:54,498 at the cost of your soul. 613 00:27:54,498 --> 00:27:58,367 This sin that you think that you have to have? 614 00:27:58,367 --> 00:28:01,538 You will curse yourself one day for holding on to it 615 00:28:01,538 --> 00:28:03,147 if it costs you your soul 616 00:28:03,147 --> 00:28:05,535 and you end up perishing. 617 00:28:05,535 --> 00:28:09,446 Especially when you were so close. 618 00:28:09,446 --> 00:28:12,237 If you perish after having sat 619 00:28:12,237 --> 00:28:13,807 under the preaching 620 00:28:13,807 --> 00:28:17,157 that you people have sat under, 621 00:28:17,157 --> 00:28:19,056 what a horror in that! 622 00:28:19,056 --> 00:28:20,142 Can you imagine? 623 00:28:20,142 --> 00:28:22,628 It's one thing to end up in hell 624 00:28:22,628 --> 00:28:24,516 and how devastating that is, 625 00:28:24,516 --> 00:28:25,826 but can you imagine? 626 00:28:25,826 --> 00:28:29,007 Can you imagine if you came this close? 627 00:28:29,007 --> 00:28:32,348 It was like, wow, God put me in church 628 00:28:32,348 --> 00:28:34,876 where they taught the truth 629 00:28:34,876 --> 00:28:36,644 and I heard the truth 630 00:28:36,644 --> 00:28:38,246 and I entertained the truth 631 00:28:38,246 --> 00:28:40,857 and I saw it from the pages of Scripture 632 00:28:40,857 --> 00:28:42,705 and I heard Christ proclaimed 633 00:28:42,705 --> 00:28:45,236 and He was lifted up as the only hope. 634 00:28:45,236 --> 00:28:46,666 And you know there were times 635 00:28:46,666 --> 00:28:49,597 I even experienced some of that power of the Holy Spirit 636 00:28:49,597 --> 00:28:51,027 and I felt convicted 637 00:28:51,027 --> 00:28:52,647 and I came this close. 638 00:28:52,647 --> 00:28:54,737 And there were times I was even reaching. 639 00:28:54,737 --> 00:28:56,938 There were times I asked the Lord to save. 640 00:28:56,938 --> 00:28:58,926 Oh, I look back now and I recognize 641 00:28:58,926 --> 00:29:00,867 I wasn't totally committed to that. 642 00:29:00,867 --> 00:29:02,377 I didn't totally want it. 643 00:29:02,377 --> 00:29:04,390 I wasn't really being honest. 644 00:29:04,390 --> 00:29:06,217 But there was some movements 645 00:29:06,217 --> 00:29:07,631 and I was this close! 646 00:29:07,631 --> 00:29:11,427 Can you imagine if you got that close 647 00:29:11,427 --> 00:29:12,935 to the Treasure? 648 00:29:12,935 --> 00:29:15,987 To touching the Treasure 649 00:29:15,987 --> 00:29:17,018 and then you turned 650 00:29:17,018 --> 00:29:19,265 and you chose your sin instead? 651 00:29:19,265 --> 00:29:21,140 And you perished. 652 00:29:21,140 --> 00:29:24,037 You will curse yourself forever. 653 00:29:24,037 --> 00:29:27,537 You came that close. 654 00:29:27,537 --> 00:29:29,916 And you will hear those words. 655 00:29:29,916 --> 00:29:31,889 It is now going to be more tolerable 656 00:29:31,889 --> 00:29:35,688 for Sodom than for you. 657 00:29:35,688 --> 00:29:41,627 That's what Scripture says. 658 00:29:41,627 --> 00:29:45,266 Oh Father, I pray that there would be 659 00:29:45,266 --> 00:29:48,027 some serious dealings with You 660 00:29:48,027 --> 00:29:51,045 by hopefully some of these young men 661 00:29:51,045 --> 00:29:53,547 who have written will hear these things 662 00:29:53,547 --> 00:29:58,796 and others like them. 663 00:29:58,796 --> 00:30:01,496 Lord, I pray, 664 00:30:01,496 --> 00:30:04,027 have compassion upon sinners. 665 00:30:04,027 --> 00:30:07,147 We pray You'd bring revival to our land. 666 00:30:07,147 --> 00:30:08,727 Bring a stirring. 667 00:30:08,727 --> 00:30:11,206 Sweep people into Your kingdom. 668 00:30:11,206 --> 00:30:14,668 Cause salvation to fall down from above. 669 00:30:14,668 --> 00:30:16,924 We ask it in Christ's name, Amen.